Prayer journaling….waymaker

In the early morning hours I find myself longing to hear God, and worship songs are coming to my head. I am worshiping quietly while listening to Sinking Deep, No Longer Slaves, and Way Maker, praying for clarity of vision from Almighty God. the lyrics move me. And I am reminded of the very last thing I felt God say directly to me… in August of last year. “Are you going to trust me when it gets really bad?”

I wish I could define what “really bad” means. Immediately after God spoke that to me, Rob got sick. It took the doctors weeks to determine the cause was the drug he was taking for his cancer. Knowing what we know now, this was probably complicated by his alcohol use. During this time, I found many battles in my mind and my life, some with other Christians who I thought (assumed) would want what’s best for him. I assumed that entire experience was what “really bad” meant, and found myself in a place where ALL I could do was trust Him. Miraculously, God was Robs advocate, and brought healing at that time, to enable further discussion with Rob about his life.

Lord, I’m here now, quiet in Your presence, waiting to hear You speak again to tell me it will all be ok. I know You are a promise keeper and you are making a way for Your will to be done.

I am Yours… and I know You are making all things new.

You are here
Moving in our midst
I worship you
I worship you
You are here
Working in this place
I worship you
I worship you
You are here
Moving in our midst
I worship you
I worship you
You are here
Working in this place
I worship you
I worship youWay maker
Miracle worker
Promise keeper
Light in the darkness
My God
That is who you are
Way maker
Miracle worker
Promise keeper
Light in the darkness
My God
That is who you areYou are here
Touching every heart
I worship you
I worship you
You are here
Healing every heart
I worship you
I worship you
You are here
Turning lives around
I worship you
I worship you
You are here
Mending every heart
I worship you
I worship youWay maker
Miracle worker
Promise keeper
Light in the darkness
That is who you are
Way maker
Miracle worker
Promise keeper
Light in…

Lord, I know You are all powerful, all knowing, loving and just. I’m listening for You, Lord, to show me Your path.

Amen

SB

Author: Journey-For-Life

I am a musician, an engineer, a mentor; my desire is to leave things better than I found them; I am a sister, daughter, wife, mother, aunt, friend. Suicide breaks my heart; Cancer breaks my heart; Human trafficking breaks my heart; Seeing people make bad life decisions breaks my heart. I am thankful for the One True and Living God who saved me from myself and, through His Son Jesus Christ, has saved from my sins; I am confidently persistent, passionately determined and boldly creative so that I may inspire others to live a life that ultimately matters.

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